A new train of thought

Wow, it's almost July. I've lived on my own for 6 mths now. My latest adventure is that I fell pregnant and miscarried. It has put things into perspective. I have reassessed what is important in my life.

A while back I became frustrated with my adventures. It didn't feel satisfying to do things simply to try them out. I often felt panicked and resistant. I've since done some reading. Apparently I can control and choose my adventures according to what feels good. See, I've been lacking the emotional balance in my travels. And I must admit that I've not been thinking so much of adventures lately.

I have been making plans though. It's just that my thinking and terminology is slightly different. I'm going overseas in a few months. This came about unexpectedly. I'm saving what I can and believing that I'll get the money that I require. My career and employment is turning around. I've been unsatisfied with some of the aspects of my job and am veering off on a slightly different tangent. It's scary. But necessary. I'm making life plans with my partner. It looks like I'll be moving in the next 6 mths. I may even move to a different part of the world.

So my new tactic is to do what makes me feel good. It feels better to have this thought and that is a start. We shall see how it all unfolds.